Happy Birthday koroloka and xplushie!

Thanks for the replies on the last entry. <3 I will brace myself and fight to the end with generic anime! *O* -sparkle- But I'm just letting you know they may take me months to complete. But damn it I will finish every single one of them if it's the last thing I do! I think I'm just secretly too scared to begin because the first pic is realism lol. BUT I'm very thankful no one asked for like.. realism in watercolour or something >o>;;;;; Well I'll see. *_* I'll be making separate entries whenever I finish one.

Hmm I remember I had more things to say but I can't remember at the moment. >_O;; Oh well, I'll edit this entry as they come to me. Now for the art component of this post!


Click here to see full version (link leads to deviantART)

Note: no art, but lots of bitching.

( Conclusion: I hate people )

I just came back from my first lecture in university, even though it was supposed to be a "tutorial". I was debating whether to go or not coz how can you have a tutorial before a lecture, thank god I went...

It was boring. D: I was this close of falling asleep. Maybe it's the prof and his accent (I didn't even catch his name lawlz), but yeah it wasn't very interesting. Hopefully afternoon classes will be better. Ew Physics.. and the REAL Programming lecture, and Calculus... and Chemistry...... I had a talk with this girl on my floor in the washroom, and she was telling me her schedule and I freaking felt like an alien. I have... how many hours of class each week?! 30? 40? She has 12!! 12!!!! She only has two classes today while I have 5! Somebody stop me before I keel myself. D: Engineering boooooo!!

On the other hand I've discovered I haven't drawn in way too long and I've forgotten how. AND I LOST MY TABLET PEN!! AHH!! I HATE MOVING.

Yes, life isn't that great right now.

I AM BACK. Indeed... through many hardships... such as no music (meaning no Hero/DBSK songs), no computer (meaning no Hero pics to look at...til the last day <3 XD), no piano (meaning.. bored hands?), and such, I HAVE SURVIVED AND COME BACK. 8D The trip was fun... but not the first half. Central canada = Boring. But having to wear sweaters and coats and walk in the snow freezing my ass off in August was pretty nice. X'D I have loads of pictures, so I might have a picture post with some sketches I did during the trip soon coz nobody likes to read words. I took ENOUGH pictures of flowers like homg.

( more )

HEEE *_*!! Going off to vacation tomorrow~~ Gonna be travelling across to Western Canada for the next 10 days :D Final stop will be Vancouver, where I'm going to meet online friends for the first time!! ♥ Yes d_oomsday and 509am (who's still in Japan right now..) LOOK FORWARD TO IT, THE NEXT TIME I SPEAK WITH YOU GUYS IT WILL BE ON THE PHONE! And no Sharon you're not allowed to waste my cell phone battery by laughing for 2 hours D: Start practising saying my name! XD

Lmao so these past two days I've been breaking my right hand on the piano, trying to learn "River flows in you" (or something? Weird title) by Yiruma. It's a gorgeous song but damn, my right hand was hurting so much I couldn't keep playing. >_>;; I only have half a page left to go! WHEE XD Record. @_@;; I tried to relearn "Julia" from FFVIII but it's so annoying I can't believe I memorized this before lmao. <- has obviously gotten dumb over the years My right hand hurts as I type though, probably not a good sign. :x

( FOOOO!!! )
^ Special for loveholique XD Long live HRKORO and HORE fangirls. LMAO. -dies-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY-IN-TWO-HOURS ying_wen! *__*;; I'll give you the CD when I come back I guess. Forgot to make a trip to your house today >__>.....

Hair style based off of this photo of Hero/YoungWoong/JaeJoong of DBSK... WHO IS MY NEW OBSESSION... that I saw today. orz Like, loveholique showed me a parody of DBSK's "Rising Sun" and I haven't been able to stop laughing since (yes I still laugh at it after 29392735253235 times of viewing it OTL) and yeah... Hero is hot... "Call me hotness..." -falls over-

Yeahhhh. Said portrait of last post is this. I'm still not over the fact that my mom of all people thinks I manipulated the photo and called it my own art. My poor, oekaki-illiterate mom. Photoshop isn't invincible mom, there are things that I can't do with it OTL

( more bs, a look into my childhood :0 )

Being told by someone, "it looks so alike, I don't believe you can draw that good" on a portrait you've done is not a compliment. They are not saying, "wow omg that's so good!" - they are actually saying "wtf you suck you couldn't have done this, you must've photoshopped it or traced it!"

And let me tell you, IT IS ESPECIALLY INSULTING WHEN YOUR MOTHER IS THE ONE SAYING THAT TO YOU.

This is kinda pissing me off. No. It IS pissing me off.

Regarding that youtube video in previous post, I politely asked the maker to take out my drawing if anything else. I would like the entire thing removed of course, but technically other people's art is none of my business.

If you looked at the comments posted, about 99% of it are people saying how grotesque the incestual love of Hinata and Neji is (presented in most of the used fanart, but not mine coz lolz I don't like NejiHina either). But that's not the point. Apparently people think it's RIGHT to use other people's art without permission, it's too annoying to ask every single artist, and that we artists are the stupid ones for putting it up on a site in the first place.

The last one is arguable but the first two is pure bullshit. I'm sorry but oblivion is not an excuse to steal. What's most ironic is that the maker of the video claims to be an artist and says he would take down drawings as long as the artist requests.

Yeah um. That totally explains how he has the time to go reply to these comments on youtube but not replying to my e-mail that was sent like 2 days ago or something.

( You really have to read the comments to get what I'm saying )

On a side note I'll do the 6 habits meme later Haru-chan. Very not in the mood.

Edit
The entire video's been removed.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-lf6WZo4H4A&feature=Discussed&page=3&t=t&f=b

Excuse me? You don't post up stuff like that. I'm too weak to be angry right now but yeah, I don't appreciate my art used without my permission AT ALL, let alone like that. (+ 1251234123135 other artists; I recognized Shiawase-chan, Annie, and a bunch of Japanese artists.)

On top of that it had to be posted on my birthday......

Thanks ying_wen for noticing. Very pleasant thing to see when I wake up, geez. :p

QUICK!!! DESCRIBE ME IN ONE WORD!!!

You can say anything you want. It can be a part of me, me in general, if you don't really know me well, your first impression of me or what makes you think of me blah blah blah. Just one thing!! If it's something bad you can leave it anonymous if you want lmfao.

QUICK!!!!!!!!!!

Thank you!! :D

Major art block.

心情不好。具体原因不知道。就是有一种很不愉快的压力。好像觉得自己跟别人，跟别的很重要的一些人，距离不知为什么拉远了。当然不想这样，却不知怎么挽回。或到底是不是自己的错。或根本就有没有错。是不是一个人想太多了，随便编出来给自己添麻烦的问题。不知道。在这种困扰的情绪中，感觉自己在背着世界，背着朋友，背着自己。在哭。

Sigh. Still finding it hard to forget about ep 33.

( Findings + Rantage )

In Chinese, and don't wanna translate. No art either, so you can just skip this.

... This is sad. I don't have a Kira/Cagalli icon. >___<;;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIRA & CAGALLI!!!!!!!!!!!

:D;; Maybe a fanart later if I get to sketch anything (highly doubt it ;____; *stab Bio and Chem and Physics*) ........ omg wtf three sciences worth of crap all gotta be done today?!??! O_____________O!??!?!?!??!

Ok let's make this quick. >_>

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'Kay I gotta go now. :x

Lunamaria: -insert Maaya Sakamoto lyrics- (From her randomly done saluting pose, it looks like she could be singing PLANT's national anthem ... lol.)
Meer: KYAA! Lunamaria-san is SO good at singing!!! *__* You should be the fake Lacus instead of me!!! (Don't hate me Tanaka Rie fans. I like her too, I just like Maaya Sakamoto more.)
Haro: Yes yes! Do you understand?
Lacus: ... I should just... quit singing...

Poor Lacus. Lunamaria's left hand was a bitch to draw.
EDIT alksjdfOIWY)#(%&@# I forgot to finish shading Lunamaria's ZAFT uniform. X_X Shit.

( crap + song + lyrics )

Haven't been sketching lately. :\;; School is... bleehhhhhh 1.5 years left of high school... more to come with university... even though I don't want to grow old so fast, but I'd really like to get the hell out of this place and do something I want to do. Or like, at least not as stressful. Feh. I hope I'm not making any wrong choices and screwing up my life... I think that's my biggest fear and insecurity right now.

Err, anyway. o_O; Stolen from Sakura-san. :D;;

Ask me one question - any one - about my artwork, then post this in your LJ so I can satisfy my curiosity about yours.

I have a feeling I'm not gonna get any studying done tonight. X_X; But I MUST finish this darn cursed art assignment because I have both bio and physics tomorrow... and I'm screwed. x__x;;

If you were given a piece of long and narrow hard paper suitable for any medium, and were given the instructions "Turn this into a work of art", in which you can do anything to it, what would you do? :\;;

I was gonna try something "abstract" because I don't think my teacher appeals to anime-influenced style that much. >D;; But... I really suck... at anything that will earn me a satisfactory mark. I wanna use watercolour for it (because I am not using 5 hours to shade this O_O or am I using acryllic for it either X_X) but... I have to figure out WHAT first. XD;; Eh... help? x_x;

I actually haven't drawn anything for this entry, but just wanted to rant that I'm beginning to explore more into LJ, hehe :P I joined sasuke_fans (The code better be right...) and I've created nejifans____xx - I can't believe this place doesn't have a fans community for Neji =\ The closest one is NejiHina but I wanted one JUST for Neji~~~

I've been trying to figure out LJ cuts too. How the hell do they work? Hmm..

( Okay...am I doing this right? )

I want to join more Naruto communities! ^______^ They're fun... more things for me rot on my computer for, yes T___T But they're FUN~ I can't help it ;_;

Neji's birthday coming up in 2 days (I have a CRAPLOAD of things I need to do... O_O;;) and on the most happiest note - MY ART SITE IS FINALLY BACK! Holy shit... -_-; This past 7 days was the longest 7 days I ever had to go through in my life =\

Well, time for some updating for that place.