There's this woman in my company, but in the Montreal Office. Her name is Stella Lussier. I'm so curious how she looks like. When I came across her name one day, I kind of sat in my seat going omgwtfbbq?! for a good 2 minutes. Hence, I guess that is a large part of why I drew Stellar again, after ... 2 years?

I've made lots of realisations and decisions about myself and my art during my absence, details too long to enclose. But basically, it's amazing that I'm attempting to CG this, and I've already made it as far as finishing inking, and doing the background as we speak! lol Stellar <3

Drawing Stellar and listening to GSD music made me feel like I'm 17 all over again. Though nostalgic, also makes me sad. Not because of how crappy GSD ended (lol yes I still remember), but at fleeting time, I guess. Lots happened in these 3 years, but thinking back to GSD and indulging myself in it feels like nothing happened and I am still where I was, who I was, doing what I always did. Then having to snap back to reality and realize that right now it's 10:35PM on a Sunday, which can only mean one thing... =_= how I hate Monday mornings.

Well school actually ended a while ago, and I'm one week into my work term already. I guess I still haven't found time to draw or update much haha. Hello to the new flist people! Also, a thanks to those who wished me a happy birthday. For the past 2~3 days I haven't had the chance to check this flist/account, so I apologize for seeing the posts late. :D...


"coz you're the man now, dog! all the ladies gonna be lining up for some Vitamin Zack!" LOLOLOLOL ahhhh that still gets me every time.

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Also, under the influence of geemsoo I now have a (currently empty) Tegaki account as well. The username is simply "kodoku." Let me know if you're on there toooo.

lol i want to kill myself right now

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I AM SO UTTERLY JEALOUS OF ALL THE PEOPLE THAT WENT TO KOTOKO'S PANEL AND CONCERT AT AX!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHILE I WAS BEING A LOSER AND SAT HOME SULKING ABOUT HOW UNFAIR LIFE IS LUCKY LUCKY LUCKY PEOPLE GOT TO SEE KOTOKO LIVE AND AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah even if I knew she was gonna be there and stuffu, IT JUST HURTS MUCH MUCH MORE WHEN YOU SEE SOMEONE ACTUALLY WRITING ABOUT IT. OMFG. AHHHHHH KOTOKO-SAMAAAAAAAA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ T_____________T

Edit: Aha. Yup, the answer to all of that was no. ........... T___T

That said. Has anyone ever heard of Akiane? If not. Oh my god. Do not sit next to any sharp objects or hard objects.

So this was Neji's birthday to me. Putting the fact that I wasn't able to draw him anything aside, I sat at home sulking ALL DAY. Finally squeezed some doodle in oC4.03 Plus (<- I love it for all the toneessss *__*) after having my confidence crushed down to the negatives by Akiane and 2 other Chinese realism artists, only to catch myself in the whole KOTOKO gist. OMFG. I HAVE TO WAKE UP AND DO AN ESSAY TOO!! SNAP OUT OF IT KOKO!!! DDDD:!!!!!!!!

Sorry. It's been a hard day on me. Y_Y;;