晨曦
17 November 2009 @ 07:01 pm
This is kind of a duplicate post (sorry) for anyone who missed my last announcement: this blog is no more! I've moved to

Teadrops!



(I am very active there.)

Sorry I have no LJ syndicate set up (nor do I know how to make one), but you can RSS feed here.

I have another active LJ account at [info]akino. Feel free to add but it's a bit personal so it's friends only. I'll add back accordingly. =)
 
 
晨曦
25 October 2009 @ 01:40 am
Teadrops!


The new art blog (+general blog). Yeah, after many many years, I've decided to put this LJ art blog behind me. The new blog will be active, though not always with art, but there's always tags and categories for selective reading. ;D This new blog also combines my photography blog I made not that long ago (a year ago?) Yes, the idea is to bring all my dead blogs into one place to create an active one, lol.

I'm not deleting this LJ account, since I do want access to some LJ communities still. But there shall be no more updates so it is effectively dead.

If you happen to have an external blog and would like to link exchange, feel free to let me know somehow. I pretty much took the link list from my Blogspot account so it is still awaiting expansion lol.

Thanks for the last few years LJ!
 
 
晨曦
02 July 2009 @ 10:12 pm


This class is a serious test of my attention span. =\ How do you teach something like this with powerpoint slides, a laser pointer, and a monotone voice?

Evidently, I didn't stay focused for very long. And I was able to draw this only because this is the position he is in most of the time -- that is, pointing at the damn display and blabbing on until he needs to write something on the slides. -_-"

(After class was done this dude was like "wow you found that lecture really captivating eh vigorously taking notes and really paying attention to the prof" ... LOL yeah man, that's exactly it.)
 
 
Feeling: busy
Listening: Epik High - 유서 (Feat.Tbny)
 
 
晨曦
06 May 2009 @ 07:13 pm


Not to be posting this drawing again but I thought the effect was cool haha thank you sunlight+blinds.
 
 
Feeling: chipper
Listening: LOVEHOLIC - Sylvia
 
 
晨曦
25 April 2009 @ 07:17 pm


LOL was that a JOKE?! "Hardest fight in Crisis Core" I hella kicked Sephi's ass before he even touched Zack's! Both times! And there I was, scared shitless. I even equipped one of my only 6 Phoenix Down! Vital Slash Materia, I will love you til the end of time. /nerd speak

Mmm practice sketch last time = worth it haha. I was hoping I can (finally) finish this today or tomorrow but the lights went out a while ago so I stopped (hence the game talk above) and now I'm not in the mood anymore. SEEEEEEE.... the first time I'm working on this since Jan or Feb (...) Mother Nature decides to mess with me. 'Tis fate.

I keep forgetting to buy that damn blender. DX Next time I go to an art store...!!

P.S. When you add me on Twitter, please tell me who you are! So I can add you back. Twitter has hella random people adding random people.
 
 
Feeling: badass
Listening: 이지수 - 꿈속에서
 
 
晨曦
09 March 2009 @ 11:09 pm


Haha o god I'm totally posting this to procrastinate my PDEng assignment lolll I've exhausted all resources and THEN! I remembered about this. :'D Changed some things since the last time I posted this. (Not much though.) I was inspired to finish this again, after instilling 5cm/s into some of my friends, and from (finally, after 2 years) receiving studioRS's "Something Colorful" from Toby this weekend. Lots of nice art in there I was like WOW WANTS TO DRAW. (Hmm I would say seeing Toby's sketchbooks inspired me too!)

This CG and that Lightning CG....!!! My ultimate goals in life, I swear. I think both of them are as old as.. the # of years it took for me to get that artbook from Toby LOL. O god. Time flies.

OFF TOPIC........book recs anyone? :'D Recently been wanting to get into reading again. I'm currently reading "Memoirs of a Geisha" (lol yes yes, behind) and I guess I'm looking for similar books; historic fiction-ish books. I'm enjoying this book so far, and while I still haven't gotten past 60 pages in "The Other Boleyn Girl" (Philippa Gregory) I'm liking that too. Sooo.. anything similar, or just anything epic, please recommend! Thanks. :'D

(Please do not recommend Twilight series.)
 
 
Feeling: lazy
Listening: Spring Waltz - Love Poem (piano solo)
 
 
晨曦
11 February 2009 @ 11:56 pm


"Let's take a picture!"
"OK! Cheeeeeeeeese!"
"Hmm... is this how you take a picture...?"


It's really easy for me to forget about this blog. OTL I try, I try.

Sometimes I see this baby in a stroller on my way to work in the mornings. She has the prettiest face ever and you just want to squish her. (And I hate babies/toddlers/etc too...ahhh) Sometimes, it just makes me so relax and calm seeing an innocent child's sincere smile. It's like. So pure, and untainted by this world. Something I will never have again.

Ahhh... my patience ran out while drawing this, so this is sloppy and will likely remain like this. I really want to update Y.net though. Argh hands, draw something nice!!!!!!
 
 
Feeling: okay
Listening: Epik High - 1분 1초 (feat. 타루)
 
 
晨曦
18 January 2009 @ 05:49 pm


Practice sketch. :)

Read more... )

Lastly, WELCOME TO MY HEART (my photoblog) is updated on a pretty regular basis. =D (So much advertising in this entry lol.)
 
 
Feeling: cheerful
Listening: 타루 - Miss you (alternative ver.)
 
 
晨曦
11 January 2009 @ 07:56 pm


I know it seems absurd and probably idiotic for an already inactive person to start yet another blog but behold...

http://chenxiii.blogspot.com

My photo blog.

I've officially decided to separate photos from this journal and make this an art-exclusive journal. (Ironic because I'm still using this tag, I know I know.) To be honest I have a feeling my photo blog will be updated more often than this one, but hey, I still am trying to draw... trying...
 
 
Feeling: cold
Listening: KOTOKO - agony
 
 
晨曦


I really wanted to post about it when it happened but I didn't have art and now it's been like 2 weeks... but still, Bahamut Fury ain't got shit on me haw haw haw Aerith's DMW came just in time damn I love her even more now.

Man [info]lysori are you looking at this coz THIS IS ARTTTTTT thinks of my fangirl dream...

lol it's okay if you're lost, I will do a full-length rec of this awesome series in the near future. (And if you know this series already, GOD BLESS YOU) Ahhh wants to CG~~~~
 
 
Feeling: sleepy
Listening: 12 Kingdoms OST...again
 
 
晨曦
22 November 2008 @ 02:10 am


It's been a long day. I'm tired. Lots of things added up together. I had a bad and horribly long day. Sometimes I don't think I can live up to the expectations life give me, or the ones my chosen path give me, or the ones I give myself. I don't know what to do with myself sometimes. I just want to do well in what I do, and that is becoming increasingly difficult. (Even drawing, as this thing clearly illustrates.) Now I understand why adults always told me to cherish childhood while it lasted. It's not that childhood was particularly sparkly or super happy fun, it's just... a lot better. Things were simpler back then, I didn't have to think as much, I didn't have as many things to consider each time I made a decision, I didn't have as many responsibilities, and most of all I didn't care about anything most of the time.

Now the depressing news is that it only gets worse from here.

I think I'm just having a bad & moody day. I just need to get a good night's sleep, have a nice talk with chanchan, and get on with life. So, I'll start with the sleeping part...
 
 
Feeling: exhausted
 
 
晨曦
02 November 2008 @ 01:56 am


Please have a seat in her heart! She's a nice alien! People from her planet don't stick their middle fingers at other people ahahahahhaha.

lol I dunno drawing is hard man
 
 
Feeling: crazy
Listening: KOTOKO - Face of Fact
 
 
晨曦
04 October 2008 @ 05:03 pm


I feel very in touch with my heritage lately, possibly due to all these people who keep asking me, "Are you Korean?" The answer is, I'm actually half. : |

But here's some old photography works and the full Haruhi pic! )

P.S. the heritage part was a joke, if you didn't catch that.
 
 
Feeling: busy
Listening: Epik High - 1분 1초 (feat. 타루)
 
 
晨曦
18 September 2008 @ 01:27 am


Wow I do NOT remember the last time I posted. Haven't really been checking this flist either... ^_^" Hi everyone...! :D

This is the last crop I made of the guest illust I made for Fresh Baked's Ouran doujin. I would show the whole thing if a) I wasn't too lazy to open Photoshop; b) if it looked good lol... It's Haruhi! It does indeed say "coffee" in Korean on her cup. There's a long story behind it but lol maybe another time XD
 
 
Feeling: calm
Listening: 梁静茹 - 生命中不可承受的轻
 
 
晨曦
06 July 2008 @ 10:27 pm


There's this woman in my company, but in the Montreal Office. Her name is Stella Lussier. I'm so curious how she looks like. When I came across her name one day, I kind of sat in my seat going omgwtfbbq?! for a good 2 minutes. Hence, I guess that is a large part of why I drew Stellar again, after ... 2 years?

I've made lots of realisations and decisions about myself and my art during my absence, details too long to enclose. But basically, it's amazing that I'm attempting to CG this, and I've already made it as far as finishing inking, and doing the background as we speak! lol Stellar <3

Drawing Stellar and listening to GSD music made me feel like I'm 17 all over again. Though nostalgic, also makes me sad. Not because of how crappy GSD ended (lol yes I still remember), but at fleeting time, I guess. Lots happened in these 3 years, but thinking back to GSD and indulging myself in it feels like nothing happened and I am still where I was, who I was, doing what I always did. Then having to snap back to reality and realize that right now it's 10:35PM on a Sunday, which can only mean one thing... =_= how I hate Monday mornings.
 
 
Feeling: nostalgic
Listening: 桑島法子 (ステラ·ルーシェ) - 深海の孤独
 
 
晨曦
25 May 2008 @ 02:16 am
Photos: Anime North 2008 )


Hence, I decided to draw a Misa...... If you check back on all entries under my "Death Note" tag and look at the Misa pics I drew in the past, DAMN they look different. And I realized I drew this outfit, or variations of it, 3 times already. Unconsciously. Wow... everytime I draw it, something changes. But in the end, I got lucky this time and I am rather fond of this Misa over my past ones. I never realized I drew Misa so... so... shoujo and... I don't know... happy. I guess she is a happy person but... she's evil and badass too! Haha ok I'll just stfu now...

(Today's weather was nice! If it was less windy.)
 
 
Feeling: sleepy
Listening: 梁静茹 - 会呼吸的痛
 
 
晨曦
11 May 2008 @ 01:36 am
Well school actually ended a while ago, and I'm one week into my work term already. I guess I still haven't found time to draw or update much haha. Hello to the new flist people! Also, a thanks to those who wished me a happy birthday. For the past 2~3 days I haven't had the chance to check this flist/account, so I apologize for seeing the posts late. :D...


"coz you're the man now, dog! all the ladies gonna be lining up for some Vitamin Zack!" LOLOLOLOL ahhhh that still gets me every time.

Read more... )

Also, under the influence of [info]geemsoo I now have a (currently empty) Tegaki account as well. The username is simply "kodoku." Let me know if you're on there toooo.
 
 
Feeling: sleepy
Listening: 郭静 - 知道
 
 
晨曦
24 March 2008 @ 02:58 am

(Don't mind the writing. XD;; [info]loveholique~~ ♥)

Okay yeah, forget about what I said. "Do more art in 2008" looooooollll this is the only piece of art I've done since my last post. Yes I know it's been 3 months. :) On the bright side, no annoying spam from me on your flist these few months? D:

Hello to the new people on the flist! Waves. (And uh, bye to the people who deleted their accounts/removed me etc? ;_;) I do believe I was tagged in a few memes during these months. I saw those posts but I didn't remember who or when, so uh... now I'm just going to be pretend I was never tagged, unless you point them out to me again. T_T

As to why I was suddenly inspired to post at 3AM when I have class in about 5.5 hours--beats me! :D This is about 2 weeks old as well nod nod. For the keen people, this is indeed charcoal, and it is indeed my first time using charcoal. I'm sure pros could already see the noobness in using the medium and want to strangle me for butchering charcoal. -hides- I love charcoal though, and I love my textured paper. Definitely something I want to do again! (And I finally got over my fear of varnish. XD ....Uh, sort of.)

As for Yukizora.net, yes I know it's been untouched since November 07 (LOL omg typing it out makes me realize how long it's been...). The first thing I do after school is done (late April) is revamping my site like omg. But for now, you can take a look at [info]treat's newly renovated art site, SMASH! Cookie! :) Revived from a year hiatus wooooooo go Mufffff XD (Wow I can't believe I still remember HTML codes..)

That is all for now! See you all again proooobably late April, good luck to everyone who has finals coming up!
 
 
Feeling: guilty
Listening: FFVII Piano Collections - Aerith no Theme
 
 
晨曦
04 January 2008 @ 09:45 pm
Hope everyone's new year is kicking off great. :D I'm still trying to get used to writing 2008. XD School in 2 days, moving on Sunday, haven't packed yet.

;_;

I don't remember doing much art at all in 2007 (is that just me?) but I'm going to make an effort to do more in 2008! Time management is key. -noddles- I am slowly fighting away my art block, but some of it is still here. (E.g. CG block is still here) I've realized that the key for me is to see beautiful things. When I see beautiful things I feel like drawing. This could mean anything. Nature, animation, movie, other's art, and Zack (FFVII). (HE IS BEAUTIFUL T^T flails)

But yeah, some art~ )
 
 
Feeling: restless
Listening: 제이 - 사랑하지마
 
 
晨曦


...

and

... )

LIGHTNING~!!

(No I totally didn't make this pointless post just so I can use the icon. >_> [info]stamina makes sexy icons~! :D)
 
 
Feeling: calm
Listening: 周杰伦 - 我不配